Yes, I also almost never scheduled time for myself and when I did the old guilt monster reared its ugly head. Guilt monster must die!
H has been so resolute in his decision to be away from me that I can't help but think about how much better things could be if he only put as much energy into working on the marriage. But I have no control over him.
IC appt this a.m. That usually helps.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
