Yes, he's actually flat out told me that I'm turning into this amazing person (he says he knows that I've always been amazing, but now I'm letting my potential blossom into reality) and that now someone else will get to enjoy it. He's told me that it makes him feel he wasn't good enough or worthy of the 'real' me. It irritates me because he could come back and HAVE the 'real' me. Well, I'm not sure he could just stroll right back in. In fact, I know I wouldn't be comfortable with that at all. He has a lot of changes he needs to make within himself.

I'm shaking this off smile He's going through his own issues. Which is what he told me on the phone today. That I need to not focus on his issues, because they are his to deal with.

I wish I could just forget that he'll likely be on the prowl tomorrow at his first day of school. Yuck.


M & H 25
T 9
D 7
S 4
Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me.
Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out
2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other.
3-4-12 H moved back in.
3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done