waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

Spent the night at my sister's. Even though I had slept on and off yesterday.. I still slept all night (well, tossing and turning). I must be really drained because I feel as though I can still sleep.

My MIL and my mom are friends. In fact, my MIL will be staying at my mom's for a few days next week. She told my mom she had written an email to H saying she hasn't seen him in a while. H apparently answered that he's really down these days and that he will see her soon.

Last night, talking to my sister, I started picturing what life is going to look like. Started wondering what kind of place I'll be able to afford.. Custody arrangements etc. She knows where I stand regarding M. She has actually been in contact w/ H. Apparently he was worried that I may not be eating.

Before I went to bed, I reread some of the DB book focussing mostly on the LRT. Oddly, it brought me comfort.

One day at a time. One foot in front of the other..