I am feeling so strong emotionally and spiritually these days yet still miss the simple pleasures of a bombless M.
My W and I continue to look to each other for enjoyment so there is something going on that seems to be pointing us in the right direction. We watched Bridesmaids last night (hysterically funny) and tomorrow I'm taking her to see the Patriots win their way to another Superbowl birth.
I'm finding this sitch to be like an out of body experience for me. Its like I am me but an invisible guardian angel me watching myself and my W go through this.
Don't ever underestimate the power of love, DB'ing and psychiatry. My W is at a point where she can finally admit the breakdown she had, the lifetime of demons she carried, and the impact it had on her, the M and family.
She has a world of rebuilding to do and it could take a real long time.
