waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

no more staying in bed and just watching movies. something i use to think was a luxury is not something i enjoy anymore.

i am such an emotional wreck that i called in sick for work. i'm going to go over to my sister's and have a good cry. at least there will be someone there who loves me and can say that everything will be ok even though i don't believe it at this time.

when do things start getting better? does it get better? i just can't seem to get out of the tunnel. i want to drive home and just hug my kids and never let them go. how do i find that light to keep me going?