Labug- I appreciate you taking time to get caught up.... Today was a new kind of rough. Thanks so much for the alanon stuff! I've copied it and put it in my ongoing DB file I've considered going to an Alanon meeting....
111: They ARE soooooo yummy and super easy! H and S6 use them as finger food and dip them in syrup
Tonight........ I had a small breakdown. H has been texting all night asking about the baby- I take this as a positive. We even talked back and forth about a project he's been working on, he asked my opinion so it put me in a nostalgic mood.....
My poor little man, has a fever, won't eat and can't sleep well.... I was rocking him to hopefully get him to sleep, and singing his lullaby: "Smile", by Charlie Chaplin. As I was singing it, the lyrics hit me in a new way- and I started crying while trying to sing- but the baby was able to sleep. The song has a new meaning for me now that I'm going through this sitch....
Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by If you smile through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile what’s the use of crying You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you’ll just Smile
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12