i like the idea of emailing from phone. is it a special app you use? hmmm.. gotta figure out how to maximize use of my phone. i really don't want to keep all the info away from him because i think it just hurts my S in the end. i know H wants to be involved.

funny thing.. after H sent his reply on what to do w/ my phone, i decided i would wait to answer because i wasn't sure what to say. i ended up sending a msg saying.. thanks for your help with the phone. i really appreciate it.

in the meantime, H had already sent me another email about D2. asking if she had injured her leg or anything because she was having trouble running and jumping and was moaning and couldn't hold herself up w/ it. but H also said when he came over to her she was fine. i of course asked if she was ok. H sent a video of D2 dancing and hamming it up. weird. i wonder what's going on w/ her. anyway, took the opportunity to firm up plans to have kids call me again tonight so i could say goodnight.

i then mentioned that H should watch "extremely close and incredibly loud" if he had a chance because i really thought he would enjoy it. the whole quest thing.. H would enjoy.. and it was a father/son story. darnit!!! is this pursuing???? sometimes it's so hard to tell!!

ok... leaning waaaayyyyy back.. wow. so hard!


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11