Building a more solid personal Foundation

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I'm glad you enjoyed it JB. I will share more soon.

Journaling:

It's been an interesting day. I called to talk to my kids this morning. While talking to my D, I asked her what she wanted to do while I am down there next weekend.

We talked about going skating. She then asked me if G, D and OM can come. G and D are OM's children. Of course it caught me off guard. The first thing I said was I don't wanna be around other man. Then I said, "daddy comes down to spend time with you and brother". Not my best response. I was calm, but dazed. We finished our convo and I asked to talk to my W.

I'm typing this on my phone, so please bear with me.

I told my W about the convo with my daughter and that was the second time his name has come up this week while talking to her. BTW the entire convo between my W and I was calm and civil.

She basically confirmed the R between her and the OM and they had started introducing the children into the equation about a month ago. I told her it wasn't a surprise. I went on to say that the card I gave her for Christmas is true and I want her to be happy.

To give you an idea what I wrote....let me take you back.

At the beginning of December for my b-day, my wife gave me a card that said, "all good and perfect gifts are from above, so you don't need one from me, right?"............The card I gave her for Christmas was simple and I added, "All perfect gifts are from above and we have been blessed with D8 and S5. You have something from me that is like from above. The answer is two words. The first word begins with a vowel and ends with a consonant and the second word begins with consonant and ends with a vowel. It is up to you to figure it out." She hadn't figured it out. I didn't give her the answer, but I told her the answer is sitting on her stove. It is unconditional love. She got choked up when the light went on.

She went onto to say that the children are her #1 priority and she feels that she has done things the right way. I stayed silent and told her I didn't have anything to say. Well, I did, but it is because I don't agree and that would have lead to nowhere fast.

There was more to the convo, but that is the gist.

I was a little dazed, but I'm good now. Gotta stay moving, because a man in motion stays in motion.

Don't get me wrong, it hurt. Just confirmation of the obvious.