So far feeling pretty good about myself this week. First time in a long time. Some meds and real sleep sure do make a difference. I'm trying to be happy all the time i'm in her presence and around the kids of course. She on the other hand is pretty short and even mean, when no one is watching that is. So trying to stay away when there's no one around, and just be happy and myself when there are others. It does get old though having her attitude and be short with me when asking the simplest of questions. Not sure how much of that i can take.