waiting for the tides to change

[BklynMom]

One mantra that has really helped me through this is "One day at a time"

On most days I am with my girls and I am so lucky to have them and spend time with them. D3 will never be 3 again, D1 will never be 20months again.

On days I am not with my girls I am super busy doing everything else.

"I have to muster up the strength and courage to live a happy life without H. It's really scary." Thinking too far ahead usually gets me depressed. I just think about today.

I try to be really gentle with myself. I dont beat myself up if I dont make it to the gym. I say oh well.

stay busy, thinking of you