waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

I'm on the westcoast. I take it you are on the eastcoast?

I have made plans to hang out with a gf tonight. I just didn't feel like sitting around tonight crying my heart out even though that is exactly what I want to do!

I am not beaten yet. There's still retrouvaille in April. So I have to really GAL and DB before then. I still believe in my marriage even though some family and friends will think I'm crazy. Am i crazy?

I am going to read 25's post tonight on the OW when I get back to my mom's.

In the meantime, I am still the mother of these 2 beautiful children. I have lots of great qualities that H just had forgotten to look at in a long time.. I'm pretty fantastic (gotta say it 'til I believe it!)