Thanks everyone. I guess the stress of this roller coaster is getting to me. And then that he is the one saying he wants to work things out, and then he is the one hiding again. I know he is very confused but frankly I am just feeling like I could care less, and that he is just plain being mean!
I have been doing a good job at staying busy, I joined a softball team, I am in 2 Bible study groups, and I have 2 kids that keep me busy. I'm trying to find the balance between being gone, and being available to my kids. One day at a time.
Antonia- My counselor and I have discussed facing my feelings head on as well. I tend not to, and just pretend everything is ok. I am working to identify the emotion, and where its coming from before I move on. I need to journal more!
Me:37 H:44 M:13 T:17 S:8 D:9 H living in spare bedroom since 9/5/11