2tp I don't think she would be receptive to anything at this time.
Journaling
Today it hit me that this is real and have to accept it. Last night W and I had dinner and she laughed at some of my political jokes. Last night was the 2nd time while watching TV where Divorce was the topic. They were talking about Newt and the 2 Ds he went through. They were talking about the expenses and the emotional cost to children. I know she heard it.
This morning I got up earlier to leave for work. Saw W for about 3 minutes and told her to have a good day, she said the same. She has stopped having breakfast with me but continues to eat dinner. She continues to leave the front light on for when I get home and asks me what I need from the supermarket. She no longer stays away from the same shared space. I guess these are some positives.
This week 2 different people asked for my weight loss secret. Had to come up with quick lies. The gave me looks of disbelief. Told them I work out more, walk more, stopped eating bread, which is true. Did not tell them that when this happen I could barely eat. Tha's for me to know.
Galing this weekend entails church car maintenance and BBQ at my brother's house. And ofcourse some Xbox. That is all for now
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
