WAW roomate is telling me she is moving out..

[hangten]

This Sunday is my w's b-day. I probably do something for the kids to acknowledge their mom. But for me it is another day. 2 weeks away from February that is suppose to be my date when my WAW actually will walk away. I have a sneaking suspicion that she won't leave. I don't really want her to leave. This is the love of my live. So I am taking lemons and making lemonade. I am trying to be her friend. I have seen that my w has called to talk 3 times this week. The conversations take at least an hour. The start off about the kids and just carry on. The conversations are light and happy. I have been out of the house most of the week. I get home from work feed the kids dinner. When My w gets home I either go upstairs in my room or I leave the house. I have been spending most of my time with other women. I have not crossed the line. It has been just friendship. I know these woman may want more but I can't right now they all know my feelings. I feel good and appreciated. I know that this is an artificial feeling. My true feelings are for my w.

Last night I was putting my d to bed my w was with my s. My w was upset and crying. My w and I switched as my d was asking for my w. I went over to my s. I asked him what happened. My s stated that he told my w to not use any excuse why not to talk to my dad. My s told my w that she has change and that she is not nice anymore. He told my w that when ever my s tells my w how he feels my w says that she will ground him. My s told my w that dad and you need to discipline me. Both parents need to do it together.
My s is wise beyond his years. Bless his heart. I feel for both my kids.