Break time! I really enjoy my medical terminology class.
I feel like he is only wanting the good parts of me. He wants to enjoy me without committing. That's why I feel used. I am sure he's not intentionally using me--I know he's lost and confused about me and his life in general. I've just come to the conclusion that he can't have me without commitment. Especially now that he fully believes my changes and enjoys being around me. He now knows for sure what he'll be missing. All I can do now is to continue to work on myself and treat him like a coparent, nothing more. I don't want just sex from him. I don't want to start feeling empty, and I fear that is exactly what'll happen if I continue to ML to him without commitment.
I hear you Jenna!! I know that ML was very prevelant in my R with my ex and was very important to us. we were hugely sexual. But I cannot ML without being in an R, as my feelings always get in the way, so I just never have and I can only imagine that its *that* much tougher if we're already in LOVE with the person we ML to. There is no way I could do it!!
Although in a way, you want to because it feels good to connect that way AND to remind them about how good you guys are intimately, I am sure
There is no way I could do it!!
