I'm glad you're finding ways to distract yourself from the thoughts. I think we are all guilty of them creeping up on us.

JS has some good ideas- the storage locker is a great one! And I also agree that you should stage an activity when you know he will be coming home... when he walks in an empty house after being gone in a war zone- reality will slap him in the face. That would be his new life if he chooses to go forth with his plan.... I don't think it will feel good.

You seem to have found a new strength- and I like reading that smile


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12