The other posters are right. You are way worth more than being your H's booty call. You are his W and he must respect that. But you must respect you first. And yes don't beat yourself but learn from this. This is hard but God will get you there
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”