Just back from hot yoga and i have to say i felt happy, like truly happy being there. it was the first time in 3 months that i've thought about something other than H and our R. I though nothing....i surrendered to it and it felt great. i know its short lived because as i walked out the door real life came flooding back but its nice to see that happiness still exists in me....somewhere. This is the kind of GAL i can get used to.