living in limbo

[imthemom]

On my really bad days, which usually come when S14 is with his dad for the weekend and Im alone, I am all for a sleeping pill, a good sad movie and my bed!!...but those times are coming fewer and further in between..and trust me, there was a time that I thought they would never end much less be spaced out..:)
I know thats not really dealing with it very well, and def not DB lol...but gawd, there are just times that I dont want to think about it already!!