I think once you're back on your meds full-force and once you get a couple of these victories under your belt, you're going to start seeing this R for the toxic one that it is.
I should not judge a R just from the few posts here but it just really doesn't sound like this one was good for you.
But... it WAS good for you as it helped you as a stepping stone to your next level in life.
I know how hard it is to struggle with a mental disability. The stigmas,and all that (I suffer from depression, as well as BPD traits)
Getting them under control is one of the biggest things you'll ever do in your life and is something to be hugely proud of.
If you're truly in AA as an alcoholic, then god forbid, don't touch it.
If you were there to control excessive drinking but can still drink in controlled amounts, then I suggest sticking to very light drinks like lite beers. Wine, especially red, had been known to react very badly with anti depressants. And ALL alcohol is not good with A.Ds. A couple of beers once in a blue moon isn't a huge issue but it really has to be monitored.
Please don't take my words as rule. I am just a girl who has learned to be the best she can while having an ailment similar to yours. I just wanted to share what works for *me* and everyone is different.
