Did it. She called me and we discussed dividing the family cell phone plan. Told her that utils would be paid by next Monday and she can take them over. I was unemotional. Didn't cry or beg. Kept it purely business. Said goodbye first.
This was harder then I thought but I did it. Thanks for letting me rant in here the last couple of days. Was hitting a real dark point but I think I pulled back from the edge. Thanks.