Drinking again? Not in the last few days. The thought of taking a drink makes me want to throw up.
How did I lose Jack? I don't know. She became more important that me even though I was unhappy a lot of the time. I am not being crazy when I say this (or maybe I am) but I really don't know what is going on. What is real.
Thanks for the kind words. Gonna go get out of the house for a bit.