Signing the papers one week from tomorrow. Wish I felt better about it. The rollercoaster continues. Am told here that I will just know when it is over. However, that seems quite out of my control. Have not talked to STBX in 2 weeks, and am just waiting for the papers from the lawyer. Guess STBX is as well.

I hope the green grass she is looking for really exists. I really do just want her to be happy, with or without me. Guess I really am a sap....


H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012