Oh L2L, I would DEF love if things will be okay when he gets back.
But... I am preparing myself that we will NOT. I am not expecting a single thing. And I have no idea what his frame of mind will be when he walks through that door. HECK I don't even know if he'll be single!
I guess all I can do is go with the flow and stay as strong as possible so I can deal with whatever comes my way.