Found out today (from a friend) that H and OW kissed! That's what freaked H out at first and he wanted to "confess" (with a made up story). I don't know if it should make any difference. I don't know if kissing is worse than being emotionally involved with someone, or fantasizing about a relationship with someone. I feel really down right now and don't know how to get through the next two days without losing it. H and OW work together, so there is no way he can avoid her. I feel like H is flipping back and forth on staying or leaving. Sometimes he says or does something that gives me hope, other days/times he is looking to validate his reasons to leave. Talking to friend helped me stay under control. He kept telling me not to believe anything and that OW is half the woman (she can't even be called a woman...geez..she's maybe 21?) and has no brain or personality. Just when you think you're at your lowest point, it gets worse. When will this end?
