kml - forced myself out of the house. Picked up fish oil. Got a cup of coffee. Picked up a couple books at b&n. Thanks for the heads up on the fish oil.
I am totally embarassed. My whole family is telling me this is a blessing. That she is not good for me. That a year from now I will be grateful. Bla bla bla. Still doesn't take away the pain. At least the dark thoughts have eased up a bit. Sometimes I just go to that dark place and I feel like my life is a waste.
Thinking about joining the gym. I put on 20 lbs in 2011. Time to take it off. - Jack
She does sound like she and her son need to put some serious work into themselves too though. I can't see this working unless they do. And to parrot what others have said - stay on your meds. When you feel better, just know that they are working. Good luck!
