All is not lost when you are willing and able to recognize your short comings to address them head on...
Now isn't that time. You have to get to a more rational state of mind.
Take care of yourself in the meantime Jack.
This is true. I am not going to make any major decisions until I get to that rational state of mind.
My one question is - should I rent the truck like she wants and move all my stuf out of the house? I don't want to. I really don't want to but she is dead set on it being done this weekend. What do I do?