kml - forced myself out of the house. Picked up fish oil. Got a cup of coffee. Picked up a couple books at b&n. Thanks for the heads up on the fish oil.
I am totally embarassed. My whole family is telling me this is a blessing. That she is not good for me. That a year from now I will be grateful. Bla bla bla. Still doesn't take away the pain. At least the dark thoughts have eased up a bit. Sometimes I just go to that dark place and I feel like my life is a waste.
Thinking about joining the gym. I put on 20 lbs in 2011. Time to take it off. - Jack
