I dont know if you read this post but W sent this song to me. It caught me by surprise. Plz let me know what you think...
Title is “Monster you made”
"Monster You Made" Take a good look at me now Do you still recognize me Am I so different inside This world is trying to change me And I admit I don't want to change with it And I admit I can't go on like this anymore
Erase this monster I've become Forgive me for all the damage done It's not over Say it's not over I'm begging for mercy I'm only the monster you made me
I'm better alone now See I'm torn from my mistakes And I stop believing that I could ever make things change How much can I take When I know that it hurts you How long can I wait When I cant go on like this anymore
Erase this monster I've become Forgive me for all the damage done It's not over Say it's not over I'm begging for mercy I'm only the monster you made me
Because who I am Isn't who I used to be And I'm not invincible I'm not indestructible I'm only human Can't you see The beauty in me
Take a good look at me now Can't you see I've changed
Erase this monster I've become Forgive me for all the damage done It's not over Say it's not over I'm begging for mercy I'm only the monster you made me
Far away through the pain I hear the angels calling Far away through the pain I see my demons falling
Far away through the pain I hear the angels calling Far away through the pain I see my demons falling
Erase this Erase this Erase this monster you made me
Me: 37 W: 37 Married Feb 14 1997 Seperated Thanksgiving weekend 2010 No divorce filed yet 1st born son:13 2nd daughter:9 3rd son:4 Trying hard to detach