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Hey Mach,

I dont know if you read this post but W sent this song to me. It caught me by surprise. Plz let me know what you think...

Title is “Monster you made”


"Monster You Made"
Take a good look at me now
Do you still recognize me
Am I so different inside
This world is trying to change me
And I admit I don't want to change with it
And I admit I can't go on like this anymore

Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

I'm better alone now
See I'm torn from my mistakes
And I stop believing that I could ever make things change
How much can I take
When I know that it hurts you
How long can I wait
When I cant go on like this anymore

Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

Because who I am
Isn't who I used to be
And I'm not invincible
I'm not indestructible
I'm only human
Can't you see
The beauty in me

Take a good look at me now
Can't you see I've changed

Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

Far away through the pain
I hear the angels calling
Far away through the pain
I see my demons falling

Far away through the pain
I hear the angels calling
Far away through the pain
I see my demons falling

Erase this
Erase this
Erase this monster you made me


Me: 37
W: 37
Married Feb 14 1997
Seperated Thanksgiving weekend 2010
No divorce filed yet
1st born son:13
2nd daughter:9
3rd son:4
Trying hard to detach