it makes me sick to think of all the deep feelings I shared with her.
And that is my biggest problem with dealing with OW and H. She has told my husband things I told her, greatly blown up I'm sure. She got inside my head and for awhile had me thinking I was the rotten one. My suspicions about my H acting different she tried to tell me it was because out oldest son and his family had moved out.
I tried to forgive her and my H. The first time he said we would work it out. But that 'we can just be friends' stuff is crap once they have entered A.
I hope you just keep being strong and doing the best you can.
I have added you to my prayers.
Aloha,
Wendy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!