And 25: I totally unintentionally ingnored your "what are my GAL and future plans for myself"
I have to admit, I am not doing anything HUGE out of the ordinary. GALing for me was finally having the b@lls to take off my E-ring and fess up to people that 'we' were over. That was huge for me. I've been living a lie since I returned at the end of Oct to pretty much everyone. And people as A LOT since I work for the military and everyone knows his tour date was ending soon.
GALing for me was to actually pull myself out of bed and eat,(1st step) not just sit on the couch and surf the net (2nd step) to get stuff done around the house I'd been putting off (really nitty-gritty stuff,IE: organizing the tool room) (3rd step) on onwards and so forth. I may sound super-boring, but I live deep in the suburbs, it's winter here and I don't drive, and to be honest, I am a bit of a loner and really enjoy say.... a snowshoe with the dog by ourselves over a beer in the pub with friends type deal, ANY DAY! lol
My future? I will be honest, I am NOT thinking very far ahead. I still haven't even concretely planned on what province (I live on a provincial line.. kinda of a weird sitch). So far, the only future I've planned is to suck it up and stay in the EXs house till May so I can go on the trip that is bought and paid for at the beginning of April. But at the end of March/beginning of April, I will have decided where I am moving to and hopefully will have selected a place.
Baby steps.
Not bad considering that after the rupture on 27-Dec, I honestly thought my life was over.
