BTW, GM - I think it just weighs heavy on me because (as campy as this sounds) I never wanted to be someone to break my wife's heart. That is hard to swallow - but a truth nonetheless. I had the best of intentions - and unbeknownst to myself, I was traveling in the opposite direction. I hurt her to the point of making a gut-wrenching decision. I don't like the fact that I did that one bit.
