WHG: Chasing that rabbit with the pocketwatch

[workinghardguy]

Not much to report today... traveled across the state for a conference today. I'll be across the state for the rest of the week. Had drama today when my mom forgot to pick up the kids and had to scramble to get that fixed.

Before I left today I stopped at home to grab my stuff. My W had already left for work. And I sat down and looked around the house. Saw all the pictures that aren't there any more because she's taken them down. And I just decided to let her go. I know it sounds maybe anti-climatic or perhaps melodramatic... but I sat, cried some, and let her go. I shut off the net nanny software. It never caught much, but I don't want it there any more. I quit. Not that I quit my M, but I'm done holding a torch for her. She will do what she wants, and I'm done worrying, focusing, or caring about it. I am focused on my kids. I don't want to focus on her.