No, we arent going to counseling anymore...what's the point? When I caught him over there, he said he was there telling her that he made a mistake calling her the day before. He told me that he called her, then he called her back to say that he made a mistake by calling and she said that he need to say it to her face to face. that's why he was there. Do I believe it? Um, NO! but what can i do? It was 2 weeks before Christmas, my dads last one (he has 4th stage liver cancer) and I didn't want to ruin Christmas for everyone. Now Christmas is over and I'm confused, mad, sad, having nightmares & I'm getting really down & depressed. How he can do this to me and the kids is beyond me. He always seems to talk his way out of everything and I fall the the crap. So some days I'm hopeful, then others I'm hopeless. I feel like such a spineless loser. I'm so conflicted about what to do
M-43 H-44 M-16 T-19 S-10 S-8 left for OW 6/11/10 came back on 7/5/10 to present trouble in paradise again.... You know I'm a dreamer.........
