Together since we were 15...Part 2

[purgatory]

Breathe. You need to be able to focus on your classes.... remember how excited you are to be going back to school? Don't you deserve to give it your best?

I am not any better at *not* analyzing and reading into every actions and word that H does.... but I do know that it only hurts me. H is still living his life and doing whatever it is that he wants to do... while I waste my energy on things I can't control.

This is that "detaching" stuff everyone keeps talking about.... it suxx!!!!

I really hope you enjoyed your class tonight- because you've been so excited and proud of yourself for going back to school. That is something just for *YOU*!!