I think I need to get this out before class starts...
Ahhhhhhh. What is he doing?! I wonder if a part of him is regretting this. He can't seem to move on, he misses me, he sees me transforming into an independent, confident woman, which he loves. He said he gets angry when he sees my changes, though, because it took him leaving for it to happen. He has hope for us. I just don't get it. What is he waiting for?
I'm taking deep breaths. I'm ok! I think he's just completely lost. He said he's all messed up in the head over all of this. I told him maybe we should be completely sticking to strict boundaries and he said no, he just needs to not let me get to him. I told him I wasn't tying to get to him, and he said it doesn't matter, because everything I'm doing, everything I'm changing is affecting him.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
