I still am having a lot of nerves about the court appearance tomorrow. Understandably. It's unnerving and even scary. Again, sitting in a court room and seeing the woman I love as a "foe" really plays with my mind. It played with my mind too. I just couldn't get my mind around it! How could she do this? It's a hard reality. Damn hard. Not that I can control it, but I can't help but wonder how she feels about it? The fact that she has you in Court should tell you how she feels about it Crimson!
I know what you're feeling. I don't say these things to hurt you. I want you to KNOW that this Court stuff is about to happen...and you've gotta be as strong as you can be...for YOU!
Good luck tomorrow.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
