Learning as I go

[tested metal]

It's funny and yet a little disappointing that I have to figure out the reason for the DBing rules the hard way instead of just following them (refering to the listening part).

I guess that is what makes me human though.

Most people tend to learn from making mistakes in their life, I just wish that I would learn from reading and seeing other's mistakes.

Looking back I could see the signs, but was so blinded by her overeacting to very small matters. But that is not an excuse, just an explaination to what went wrong. The important thing is that I change my behavior now.

I am tired of having the "responsibility" of being the "smart guy."

I put myself in that role and now it is time to retire it.