I'm trying not to analyze his actions anymore. It's very hard. I no longer take anything he says or does to mean that he wants to come home, but I guess his actions still give me hope that he hasn't let me go yet. He'd readily admit that he hasn't if I asked him, I know that. He says he's still in love with me, but that we weren't right for each other.

Also, I think in the back of my mind I've been hoping that if he sees me moving on that it'll snap him out of it. I was a WAS 5 years ago and after 4 months of separation, signs of him moving on were what snapped me out of it and I came home.


M & H 25
T 9
D 7
S 4
Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me.
Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out
2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other.
3-4-12 H moved back in.
3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done