I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed...it's so much in a short period of time. The tears are just flowing right now I miss my best friend. I can see how he still gets teary eyed around me even though he made this decision. It's so difficult to be in love with someone and just know that you don't work well together and need time to grow into your own person. He and I were so wrapped up in each other that we didn't have our own identities. I don't know that we could have broken that and flourished as individuals while being together. We never had that solid ground to start with. We attached unhealthily from the very beginning.
I just feel so many emotions right now. I'm proud of myself. I'm feeling confident about my future. I miss him terribly and I wish things could have been different between us. Once again, I need to repeat to myself that he is not the person I want to be with right now. He isn't fit for anyone right now, honestly, and neither am I.
A part of me is almost hoping he takes this semester off of school so he can take the kids on Mondays and Tuesdays. I will need those days to do homework all day both days, probably.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
I miss my best friend. I can see how he still gets teary eyed around me even though he made this decision. It's so difficult to be in love with someone and just know that you don't work well together and need time to grow into your own person. He and I were so wrapped up in each other that we didn't have our own identities. I don't know that we could have broken that and flourished as individuals while being together. We never had that solid ground to start with. We attached unhealthily from the very beginning.