I guess one side of this internal argument needs to win at some point. I am finding it hard to believe that the rejection and wrongful treatment I am feeling is going to dissipate anytime soon.
That is up to you.
I can only say that my choice to stand in the face of the negative feelings I felt about the actions of my W launched me on a journey that included my accepting my own responsibility and letting her have hers...
Without attachment to me.
It does take time and courage to get there.
It means deciding for yourself what will break you.
Not what someone else decides for you.
There is a huge difference.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
