No, I deserve the 2x4. I knew it was wrong, but I went against my gut.
Your right, I am not making him work. Well, I can't make him.
I did not initiate anything last night. It was all him. I was the one that gave in.
When I was leaving last night, I said good night and see you next week. He just had a funny look on his face. I do not plan on seeing him anymore for awhile. That is my goal. When he texts me, I am going to reply with, sorry, I have other plans.