I know i broke ever rule in the db realm last night but sometimes these conversations have to happen...
i wrote him and asked for the full name of the lawyer he spoke to incase whoever i talk to needs it and he gave me a different name than he did last night - this time a full name an actual real lawyer...
am i prolonging my misery by hanging on to any sort of hope that this will work? i feel that nothing he is saying is making any sense and for this to really be over he has it needs to make sense. He told me last ngiht another reason he fell out of love was because i would check up on him from time to time (and i mean rarely! he came and went as he pleased).
Do i accept what he is saying for face value?
like he emphasised to me last night that i went to talk to a lawyer because he didn't know anything about anything in this situation. What he had to do, what he was responsible for, etc but emphasised he didn't sign anything, he didn't start anything just went to talk. I asked why he didn't, especially if this is what he wants...and all he could say was well i wanted to talk to you first....
i told him the reason i am not pushing anything is because 1)this isn't what i want and 2) i don't want to have any regrets at the end of the day for rushing something that didn't feel right. I told him there is no way he can look back at this situation without regret.
