WAW told me she doesn't want to be married pt3

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GM I understand what your talking about. I think that is why she said she didn't need to know. To be honest I am on 2 different sites and I am not getting anywhere. I am listed as looking for friend or a date. I also have that I am separated and have kids. So that in itself could be a deterrent, I don't know. Truthfully I just play and look. I have not found anyone and not sure if I am ready or not still.

Everytime I seem like I am ready something happens that reminds me I am still married. For example after dropping my kids off last night I came back and went into my room to change to relax. I took off my mood ring my son gave me and went to put it next to my wedding ring. Well my wedding ring was not there. I looked around and figured my kids played with it. I text my W to see if she can get them to tell her where it was. Right as I go to put the phone down my w calls me. My son wanted to say thank you and how much fun he had and that he loves me. I told him I did as well and love him so much. Then proceeded to ask my W if she got my text she said no why. I then asked my son if he played with my ring. He did and it was in his boxcar of his train. Little ironic the way the text and call came as I was thinking about dating. Everytime I think I am ready something honestly happens. Like something is telling me not to yet. I really don't know.