IS- You are obviously very angry at your W and whether that is justified or not it is not going to help you. Remember 25's quote "anger is lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in someone else's eyes". I know this is easier said than done and I have times of anger at my WAW but I don't think you will make your best decisions and be your true self when acting from anger.
I'm glad you and all of us have this outlet to let off some steam so keep doing that.
What are you doing for you, for some stress relief? I had a pretty bad day today and yesterday and played basketball both nights and feel better. Get out for a walk or a jog with some music to clear your head a little.
Sorry your having a rough time, we're thinking about you.
