Don't know why you keep saying that I don't understand your whole sitch, etc. when all I'm doing is repeating what you wrote out. Maybe you're missing the point. You still insist on believing things a certain way (like your W is toying with you or playing games) and I'm just offering a different perspective. If what you've been doing isn't working, maybe it's time to think of it a different way. Sometimes you should try understanding different perspectives to grow.
But that's up to you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.