EA/PA: No. Flirting yes on both sides I'm sure. I've never texted or extended anything beyond this.
Counseling: W didn't believe I could change
Fall into my arms: I know there's all the relationship to rebuild but surely she will be even more in need of emotional and physical reassurance if we go through reconciliation. Holding her at the moment would be hard.
Admit PA: They are two evils, sticking your head in the sand is painful, this is unbearable but had to be done. I knew it would be hard, is this what she's been feeling when I've been out at nights in the past? OMG what did I do to her.
cat04:
I can't put my kids through this pain and I still love her. I don't see that I have an option. We've both had a specific dream about each other in the past. In hers she woke up in bed rolled over to hug me, and thought that's right he's not with me anymore.
In mine we're at the end, old gray haired in bed. I stroke her hair, we look at each other knowingly, and I say, 'this is the last night we dream honey.'
Her dream has come true this morning. I still hang to a chance that mine may still be able to come true too.
