Losing my family has broken me my life is not the same. I still love her and I miss my kids so much. This is the most painful thing I ever had to deal with. Lost of family forced to move out of my home and I don't get to see my kids daily as I use to. I never saw it coming her just leaving after seven years my dreams are shattered. I am so unhappy life is no longer any fun for me. I can no longer live like this staying place to place. I lost everything I love how do you cope with that id rather not live. Next it will be some strange Guy around my kids my eyes and heart can't take any of the things to come. I am a man who loves his family. When does the pain end? I see why men in my situation end their lives cause it hurts soo much.
