My anger was the biggest factor in our break-up. I have done a lot of work learning to control/hide it. I've felt myself backsliding during this current sitch... but you're right: that's how I've always reacted under stress and pain- H is expecting it. If I can somehow get it together and present a calm demeanor- that will be better for me in the long run (and show H that I *can* react differently)
I can see a glimpse of light that I might have the strength to hang around and face this head-on... but I will have to use this board to vent out all my frustrations, since I don't currently have a friend to turn to (that will be on my GAL list).
Maybe I can take a week or two off to calm myself and collect my thoughts.... maybe my grandma would like a visit? And then come back and show them that I am the better person for sticking around
This ^^^^^ will take every once of strength and 'controlling my smart @ss comments and temper' that I have.
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12