WOW. Really needed to hear that.

My anger was the biggest factor in our break-up. I have done a lot of work learning to control/hide it. I've felt myself backsliding during this current sitch... but you're right: that's how I've always reacted under stress and pain- H is expecting it. If I can somehow get it together and present a calm demeanor- that will be better for me in the long run (and show H that I *can* react differently)

I can see a glimpse of light that I might have the strength to hang around and face this head-on... but I will have to use this board to vent out all my frustrations, since I don't currently have a friend to turn to (that will be on my GAL list).

Maybe I can take a week or two off to calm myself and collect my thoughts.... maybe my grandma would like a visit? And then come back and show them that I am the better person for sticking around smile

This ^^^^^ will take every once of strength and 'controlling my smart @ss comments and temper' that I have.


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12