I need to stop analyzing him. I think he's just trying to put most of the blame on me. By tearfully asking me why I didn't change before, he's putting more blame on me. Never does he randomly bring up ways that he should have changed during our R. This was not all me. Not even close. I'm thankful to be strong enough to see that now. I absolutely own my part in what went wrong. He'll grudgingly admit his part, but he seems to shove it in the back of his mind 99% of the time (at least when he's around me). I think the guilt would eat him alive if he made himself face what he's done and that it wasn't mostly my fault.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
